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A Qwiggy Haiku
何ですか。
見る君ちゃんは、
気掛かりだ。
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Literature
I Can Poet Too
What is with the poetry all around?
All the feels and darkened angst bundled up
in fragments escapes my prosaic wound
mind—I feel so left out. It sucks, right? Yup.
So here is my resolve: I shall write one
poem. I shall see what is so sublime.
Such humdrum work it is to guess—no fun,
lest I sit here and make the damn thing rhyme.
But my attention span is rather short.
Only my ready delay of true prose
tempts me to try my hand at such distort
of words to extraneous forms. It blows.
To each their own, I suppose. In my case,
I take thy poetry and coup de grāce.
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Best Friends- 029
Theme #029: Happiness:
Sixteen minutes past three and Isa braced himself for yet another assault by his not surprisingly thespian friend.
Seventeen minutes.
Huh. Maybe he finally gave up.
Isa bravely began he walk home, boldly turning on his heel and walking away from the school.
And then he was jumped.
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"I think he's waking up!" said one voice.
"Good! We need him!" said another voice, slightly more familiar.
"Isa! WAKEY WAKEY TIME!" shouted one particular redhead Isa could identify any day.
Isa groggily came into consciousness. "Lea, for the love of Ansem, I am not joining the school's play.
"It's not a play!" Lea argued defensively. "It's a musical!"
"More the reason not to join." Blue took in his surroundings as he stood up; they were backstage in the auditorium. Again.
"But it's he best comedic musical ever!" Mullet-boy tried to contribute.
"Not interested," Isa stated flatly. He slung his bag ar
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Literature
Best Friends- 028
Theme #028: Sorrow:
They say the greatest tragedies are hidden in the shadows of the greatest comedies.
Isa did not fully believe that for quite long time, for he naturally took everything for granted without a thought to spare. Not even when that idiot redhead, Lea, came running up to him with that stupid grin on his face.
Like always.
Some things were easy to grow accustomed to. Idiot redheaded leeches and idiot smiles were among those 'some things,' along with certain mannerisms so foreign to the well-mannered upper classes that would otherwise be frowned upon and instantly voted 'improper' without a second's hesitation.
Such was the world the higher and mightier knew. It was customary, cultural, law. Never denied, nor challenged, nor broken. Always simply 'was.'
And yet, Isa found himself increasingly in the company of a boy of lesser stature. Of class with no funds, of family with torn ridges; Isa, at first, was genuinely ashamed to be seen in public with Lea. It was embarr
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Literature
Best Friends- 027
Theme #027: Foreign
"拝啓 カイリ ヱエルソン、
汝は お粗末 です!-"
"Lea, what are you writing?"
Lea looked up from his 詞 and hate-mail-to-be to glare at his friend for disrupting his concentration. "I'm writing a very angry letter to the crazy fangirl who writes these shit drabbles!"
Isa stared at the redhead for a good moment or two before asking blatantly, "In Chinese?"
"Japanese!" Lea corrected him, pointing at the totally obvious ひらがな characters alongside the Chinese-turned-Japanese かんじ.
"..." Isa fell silent as Lea went back to writing as much Japanese as he possibly knew, such as ばか and おにばばあ. Then he shook his head.
"So basically she's blowing this theme off by having you write in a foreign language?"
"Yup."
"Even though she's left us and let us rot on her
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Literature
Best Friends- 026
Theme #026: Tears:
Like a good little Nobody, he did what he was told.
To an extent, anyway.
He'd wake up early, prepare the assignments for the day, and carry out his beyond dull duties of organizing mission reports while he waited for the others to return, unfortunately, with more mission reports for him to file the next day. If it wasn't for his superb poker face, anyone would've been able to tell that Saïx was, to say the least, genuinely displeased about his predicament—though that's an understatement. If the disgruntled Nobody could truly feel anything, it would be much more than displeasure.
Of course, there was one person who could see through his mask. Saïx knew it. Axel knew it. And Axel made sure to remind Saïx that he knew it by pushing his buttons whenever he had the chance. Blue would always save his deadliest glares for his friend, who seemed intent on getting him to crack in front of the other members.
So far, no luck.
However, it did raise Sa
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Best Friends- 025
Theme #25: Trouble Lurking:
"Alright, here's what happened: I was walking through the main plaza to get to Scrooge's ice cream shop to buy some ice cream—because I'm a law abiding citizen and would never dream of not legally paying for my ice cream, okay?—and there's a line, so, like the good law abiding citizen I am, I wait in the line for my ice cream. So I'm waiting in line for my ice cream, right? And next thing I know, Scarface here comes outta nowhere and pushes me over!"
"OBJECTION!"
"Sit down and shut up! This is NOT a court of law!"
"It might as well be. You got the hammer thing going on—"
"SILENCE!"
The room silenced at once. There wasn't much to say about the room; it was small and dimly lit, the light overhead flickering. Around a broad, rotting wooden table sat four people of the male variety. The local redheaded bastard was leaning casually in his chair at one end of the table, keeping his balance as he rocked himself back and forth and showing no si
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Bunny Lavi... by Le-Kaikai
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Literature
One, Two, Waltz
Once, when we were only kids, we would waltz--
Not a conventional waltz, you may say,
But our own graceful dance, we'd dance and sway.
She waltz'd fine; To mine she winked, however false.
Taking my hand, she'd lead me through my faults
Smiling that perfect white smile...I do pray
When trumpets announce her distraction--nay.
I know I stand no chance against the vaults.
As time goes on, we've grown more ways than one.
Though once I did visit her, music sound,
She slip'd away from her Prince, and with
Me she twirled round and round, saw by none,
And just as it began, it ends. Now crowned,
I stand here alone. Dreaming our real myth.
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Literature
Titanic Part 3
In case you've never seen the movie or are too lazy to reread the first two chapters (since it's been a while and all):
Leon and his mostly female team of scientists are searching for the Kingdom Keychain, an infamous silver mouse-shaped pendent that vanished from history along with Titanic. Naturally, as they were broadcasting their recent wreckage finds, the very last Titanic survivor, Larxene, saw their t.v segment by mistake and gave them a call. Of course, Larxene is kind of a bitch, but Leon happily puts up with her so long as he can get information about the Keychain. Larxene is prompted to tell him what she knows, so she starts at the very beginning of her Titanic voyage. Because she wants to.
Insert a flashback sequence and an illogical jump from narrative perspectives and Larxene's tale comes to life, starting back in April, 1912.
Larxene is traveling first-class with her asshat of an uncle, Ansem, and her asshat of a fiancé, Marluxia. Despite the fact that she
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I basically quit dA around 2010 when depression hit me like a train and I tried to kill myself. Surprise surprise, life is hard. Obviously it's six years later and I'm still alive, so I guess things have been better.

I like to look back through my dA every now and then. I like looking at the things I drew when I thought I could be good at art, or the fanfictions I wrote when I thought I was good at writing. Sure, I cringe as much as the next person, but I still like it. It's a reminder of how creative I used to be. I used to spend so much time channeling my creativity into fan work because that's what made me happy.

Except that's the thing about depression. I wonder how long I've actually been depressed prior to when it escalated in 2010. I wonder this now because I'm at the stage in my life when I'm "looking" for myself, and I've come to the painful realization that I don't know who I am, and I don't recognize who I was. I spent hours upon hours in middle and high school working on the things posted here, but I don't remember ever working on any of it. I don't remember how it feels to be inspired and motivated as the same time to work on something creative.

Lately I've been trying to ask myself, "Who am I? What do I like?" Generally the answer is "I don't know" and I leave it at that.

After five years, I'm about to graduate university in the spring with my bachelor's degree. I'll be the first of my siblings to do so (and for reference, I'm the youngest). I want to go to graduate school and get my master's--I would be the first in my family to get a master's degree--but I have to take a year off by default because I have to prepare to apply (something about taking the GRE standardized test to get into a program that has absolutely nothing to do with standardized testing #america).

I keep telling myself I'll write more, or I'll pick up drawing again. Or I'll start painting or something. But I don't. I used to punish myself for not going back to it, but now I'm okay. Sometimes life doesn't work out how you want it to, and that's okay.

I'm okay now. Just nostalgic and sad.

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I basically quit dA around 2010 when depression hit me like a train and I tried to kill myself. Surprise surprise, life is hard. Obviously it's six years later and I'm still alive, so I guess things have been better.

I like to look back through my dA every now and then. I like looking at the things I drew when I thought I could be good at art, or the fanfictions I wrote when I thought I was good at writing. Sure, I cringe as much as the next person, but I still like it. It's a reminder of how creative I used to be. I used to spend so much time channeling my creativity into fan work because that's what made me happy.

Except that's the thing about depression. I wonder how long I've actually been depressed prior to when it escalated in 2010. I wonder this now because I'm at the stage in my life when I'm "looking" for myself, and I've come to the painful realization that I don't know who I am, and I don't recognize who I was. I spent hours upon hours in middle and high school working on the things posted here, but I don't remember ever working on any of it. I don't remember how it feels to be inspired and motivated as the same time to work on something creative.

Lately I've been trying to ask myself, "Who am I? What do I like?" Generally the answer is "I don't know" and I leave it at that.

After five years, I'm about to graduate university in the spring with my bachelor's degree. I'll be the first of my siblings to do so (and for reference, I'm the youngest). I want to go to graduate school and get my master's--I would be the first in my family to get a master's degree--but I have to take a year off by default because I have to prepare to apply (something about taking the GRE standardized test to get into a program that has absolutely nothing to do with standardized testing #america).

I keep telling myself I'll write more, or I'll pick up drawing again. Or I'll start painting or something. But I don't. I used to punish myself for not going back to it, but now I'm okay. Sometimes life doesn't work out how you want it to, and that's okay.

I'm okay now. Just nostalgic and sad.

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